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Inner Self

by Against The Inspiration

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1.
Wide Awake 03:27
All makes sense now, I remember that I've never been here, All that emotions I cannot recognise, It feels so comfortable. We are not able to take a deep breath. In the end of depravity I'll sink, I'll overlook my past, I'll understand nothing. However, all I can see is grey, And all I feel is weird, A sort of lost inside, And the feeling that I am held between four walls. All makes sense now, Lying on nothingness, Connected with the loneliness of a world apart, In which I've never been, I found you. Your face has no name, Nevertheless I know you, Your face has no shape, We seem to be nothing, Nothing but a projected panic, Nothing but a dream. We can't open the door and We both know that outside it's cold And that fragile roof is going to... Fall. This isn't what I expected it to be. Now we can breathe. The bridge, the sea, the shelter: they don't look familiar. The abyss is falling. And here I am under the rain, Misunderstanding the storm, And I can't even feel my own hypocrisy. I am lost. Stay close to me. We're together in it. We are not able to take a deep breath. In the end of depravity I'll sink, I'll overlook my past, I'll understand nothing. I found you.
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Our existence, Doesn't depend on our knowledge, There's no place to be safe, To trust in what we are supposed to be. But in those things we are now becoming. A lost empiric reign , Emptiness through my veins, Bloody presuppositions, Illusions towards me, Trying to find, The thin line that separates me from, Another reality. Another reality. Ontological distortions, embodied blame and blood, Constrictions of knowledge, potentials of being nowhere. There's no a starting point I found a slit that gave me a new light A relentless framework of a new word. We are lost searching what's in between our perception. And the continuum of timelessness. In life travel we have no aim, No starting point, We are lost, But in the end, We'll find each other.
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Parasomnia 04:02
Grieve the silence. Here comes the afterglow. The disconnection of my ties, A daily goodbye, Caught between the devil, And the deep blue sea, I embrace the wall just to feel I'm safe, And I’m now on my own, Parallels converge just in the place I am, Hanging by a thread. I feel like I don't belong here. So sick. I lifted the veil of sanity, and only found raw emotions A feeling of discomfort grabs my hand, To make me understand, That finally I'm ready to see, See what I never wanted. My demons speak about salvation, Silent and confident. Living asleep. Dreaming awake. My demons speak about salvation, Silent and confident. Charles Manson Speech: The mind is endless, you put me in a dark solitary cell, to me it's the begging, I see a universe in there, there's a world in there. I'm free. Criss-crossed with a broken strand, I stand on an exchange point. Living asleep. A lost compass brings me bitter feelings And give me wings to know the saddest reality. Condolence towards me. Dreaming awake. Maybe it's time for me to cross the line, Maybe it's time for me to let my fears take control. Maybe it's time to wake up.
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I’ve seen men falling in a sempiternal affliction Too deep to be true I could never heal them So i just walked away A thousand eyes, watching me, Judging me, And i just want to find myself I just walk away, Road to nowhere Dream to forget Dream to regret. Sceptic visions of the blind. Prove me wrong A LIVING HELL INSIDE In a world without rules You’re just a stranger CHORUS A Wavy distortion through the blur of my immensity I can hear myself in the cold forest. The frozen snow burns my feet. I've been here I swear. A sonar. A blink. Reality is a conception about a virtual perception. Turn off the light, the darkness will guide you. Multiple reactions, Chains of disruption. Sorrounds every slice of existence. Hiraeth. (1) I'm about to deplore , the present state of morality, Definetly not of this world, the faster I run, the slower I decease, Burn all the bridges, suspended in time, I am eternity. Acceptance and assimilation of the unconscious depths of the mind. Inputs. About a life redefined by itself, in a destruction process. (1) A homesickness for a home you can't return to, or that never was.
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Ataraxia 04:29
They decided to follow the light, The ground began to tremble, They wrote repentance on the wall, The pillars collapsed. Absence of fear. My words no longer sound. Fear the gods. Fear the dead. Acceptance of dreaming.. Time from afar Beyond creation. I was merged in the absence of restlessness, A permanent balance, I was blessed by the gods of sleep, Eternal Imperturbability. I’m the fire the will freeze your patterns, I’m the ice that will burn your hope. An illusion of safety. Ataraxia Last night i watched myself sleep and then I flew away. I flew away. Come closer, There’s nothing to see, There’s nothing to fear, But what you can imagine, 10 minutes will become an eternity, Break the barrier of time. Rapid eye movement, To introduce the final trick, Ephemeral sequences, That will determinate my fate. Aimlessly i walk, The structure collapse into a thousand pieces, With every step i make. Ataraxia. I was merged in the absence of restlessness, A permanent balance, I was blessed by the gods of sleep, Eternal Imperturbability. I’m the fire the will freeze your patterns, I’m the ice that will burn your hope. An illusion of safety. Last night i watched myself sleep and then I flew away. I flew away. I flew away.
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How are you feeling tonight? Crushed by the pressure of the gloom, Do you feel lost? I will carry my cross. What are you gonna do? I will not hesitate, On walking upon the thin line, With fragile steps. I tried to hold your hand, When I started feeling numb, Oh wait, I can remember, I was dreaming while I was dead. But I guess it's just to late, The lost of all senses, Who are you? Who am I? Nevermind. I'm here to save you, Kill you, Heal you, Beside you. In the end you will find out, You won't be born again, You want wake up again. How are you feeling tonight? Crushed by the pressure of the gloom, Do you feel lost? I will carry my cross. What are you gonna do? I will not hesitate, On walking upon the thin line, With fragile steps. You won't wake up again. The tides run with no colour. The mountain is painted red. Into despair I rest, Sacrifice what you know. Become what you will learn. Countdown to confrontation against myself. With my spirit buried beneath the surface. We are the same. Illuminated soul.
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Sleep 04:12
Trapped in time, Every sound that comes from silence, Remains in it for the rest, Of its existence. I'm just lost in time and space, Nobody learns, Nobody aspires. Unable to move and see, In the end i could at least feel those, False perceptions, That heal my mind. All of a sudden, The time, The time stood still. Impotence prevented you, From taking another step, Grabbing a broken rope, Has been always a good deal. You managed to alter the time, The murder of the sun. Losing balance was never so rewarding I'll be the voice of those remaining asleep. Lost like a castaway in a sea of decay. Ingrained thoughts of losing yourself. Dissolve yourself. Kill yourself. All my judgements fall down. An utopia, where happiness is disguised as suffering Tell me, what can you see through the black mirror? Why have I forgotten, forgotten, forgotten to feel? Fuck. So I can go back to that place, Where I won't be a slave to my own desires anymore. In a full state of aesthesis, The murder of the Sun, The death of the Moon. Of the Moon.
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Daze 00:51
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Apnea 04:23
You will find yourself, Lying in the temple of ignorance. Concerned about what you've never been, I'm the consequence of unconsciousness. A weeping disaster, Came to death from a figured life. And reminded me that redemption was, right in the palm of my hand. So you pushed me to the edge of slavery, Until agony became my own worst enemy. Gasping for air. And I'll feel the oxygen crawling around my lungs, Cry out one more time, and I'll take what is mine. We are afraid of silence Inside and I can only see overexposed films of consciousness (I cannot kill something, that is not even there) A white room, a senseless massacre. Sweet, enough to believe that being drowning is the safe way, To keep my breath alive. These roots are not strong enough, I owe you nothing. You won't take comfort here. I owe you nothing. Take everything. I owe you nothing. Because having nothing, has never meant. You'll fade away. So much to me.
10.
Nessun Dorma 04:21
Sick and tired of the ones who drain my energy, Down on your knees you’re stuck on negativity, Your structures are built on sand, Running in circles, Hold on tight. And they will burn, As the wind pass them by Despite you didn’t see this coming You always had a choice I’m the monster of the nightmare, that keeps you awake, Dream is the hardest time to be alive. We all know that the epiphany, Is the predecessor of the tragedy, Yyou’re just a casualty I won’t let you dream, I’ll keep your eyes opened The curse, in front of you. [Stand in front of the mirror and watch the failure] I won’t let you dream I’ll keep your eyes opened The curse in front of you, I won’t let you dream, I’ll keep your eyes opened Awake your inner self. I’ll dance I’ll dance, Through the paths of your redemption, You’ll sink, you’ll sink, In the depths of my perception. WATCH THE FAILURE. There’s no way to stop this brain damage, No answers, No illusions. Sick and tired of the ones who drain my energy, Down of your knees, Your structures are built on sand. You're playing God without permission, Disguised with insight, My mind is so uptight. You are a coward, THIS WORLD IS A LIE. I won’t let you, DREAM I’ll keep your eyes opened. The curse, in front of you I’ll dance I’ll dance Through the paths of your redemption You’ll sink, you’ll sink, In the depths of my perception.
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I feel that the faster everything vanishes around me, the firmest I feel What once was tangible, now it has become invisible. I am sure that in the end I will cling to a world in which nothing transcends where your perception can not find me All of my life I’ve been told what to believe. What dreams should i pursue. Finally I know That I'm dying to dream And I’m dreaming to live. Recalling day after day that my defects bury my virtues, Your truth exposes my mistake. I would not make it without first stumbling, failure and learning always went hand in hand. You were the dagger that left me dying and the breath of air that taught me to endure one more day. It took so much time to realize, that I am not the victim of your repression In fact I have been my own prisoner. Finally I know. That I'm dying to dream And I’m dreaming to live. And now I have learned to go beyond the limits, And I have learned that salvation Has always been inside of my mind. In a measurable extent of a particular kind called dream, even if it's frightening or unpleasent or an illusion of safety, the ones who wear the crown, will be the first to fall. My defects bury my virtues, Your truth exposes my mistake. You were the dagger that left me dying And the fire that burnt my being.

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released March 31, 2019

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